I am whole and full and strong
Dwelling right where I belong
One step backward, forward three
Master of economy
Firm in footing, steady hand
Spiritually Republican
Hear me whisper in the street:
"I am all that I will need"
So I say until I see
What loving you could do for me
Then suddenly I'm making room
Inside my heart with grapefruit spoon
You wind me up, darling.
The voice in my heart rises
When you turn my gears,
Your well-intentioned fingers
Innocently stretching me
Way past my limit.
Step back, darling.
You can't hear how
Sorely I sing
While you still refuse
To brush my strings,
And I swear to you now
Before it's too late:
I'll break more than you
When I snap in your face.
Blurry faces
Dizzy lights, spinning
Friday nights, grinning
Forgotten places
Remembered vision
This our faith, religion
This glass god, submission
Reclaimed mission
Lost evenings
Sacrificed, immolate
Every woe, innate
Like breathing
Every atom
Little world on a string
Nothing left to sing
Or fathom
Slowly learning
Letting go: youth
Slowly earning: truth
Slowly burning
Slowly burning
God is in everything
We don't understand
And what can we
Truly comprehend?
This poem, this pen
This will, this Hand?
God is in everything.
God is in everything
Just take my word for it
Because believing
Is all there is to it
God is like glass,
You can see right through It
But God is in everything.
God is in everything
Every creation,
Though stars are just stars
Till you draw constellations
And clouds are just clouds
Without imagination...
God is in everything.
When we descended from the hill
The sun was out to play,
We clasped the shoulders of all
With dirtiest, kindest hands
And our feet beat
And our song sounded
Across the valley, to the sea.
(we passed around the orange and cloves,
the citrus bright and fresh as day,
the spices old as grandma's clothes)
When we ascended mountainside
The distant suns revealed themselves
Like promises of new doors and better days,
Our flashlight antennae
Piercing the cold and dark.
We all turned iris upward
And our feet beat
And our song sounded
And our prayer echoed
From the valley, from the sea:
"Love is but all else set free."
Passing over small things quickly
Passing over big things slowly
Till we get a closer look
At passing worlds below:
The days a blur of sun up, down
The years a trickle from a stream
That slowly, surely fills my cup
Until I watch it overflow.
So few the nights of solitude
So blessed the others all have been
But how I ever passed on through
The blue, I'll never ever know.
Still, I'll ever harbor hope –
To small things, let them never slow
As toward the bigger ones I row
And onward, upward ever go.
And everything fell silent.
The sun rested heavy on my back
Yet there I was, floating
Below it all in reverence
My feet whispering in the grass
Exchanging secrets with the earth
That only skin can hold
That only skin can tell
– then Evening came and all the stars were shouting
Spilling their yellow gospel in my eye sockets
In spools and spools of thread
As if the night were a tapestry,
And there I was, floating
Below it all in reverence
My arms aching and my hands quivering
So earnestly, so truly needing
To touch the dying
To feel alive
I keep running away from my sadness
But it finds me in sleep.
It creeps down my throat
Pushes past my aching lungs
Through the stomach, down deep
Till it pokes like a sapling through the small of my back.
I keep running in circles.
If and when, but mostly when, by AMWeitz, literature
Literature
If and when, but mostly when,
who will tell my story when it's through?
When I unfurl fast like the lily,
When I fade out slow like the sunset,
When I crash down hard like the oak,
Will someone be there to hear me fall?
If he should pick me up and dust me off,
Will he know it's no use?
Would he make some use of me,
make me into a cane for his father
and a chair for his daughter
and a bed for his lover...before
My bones are lost in the white of winter?
When spring arrives slowly, like that sunset.
Not at all like the oak,
Not at all like my body,
Not at all like my story,
Will I rise with the lilies?
I would be happy then,
Be I flower or weed.